A Dumb song or whatever i wrote a few month ago.

Tittle:My Luck

Verse 1
Last night I lay in my bed
Asking so many questions to myself like
Why is my world so cruel to me
Why is everyone always think about only them self
The hanging questions keep repeating without answers
Everything good I did just fade away
Everything bad I’d done keep hunting me
So I wonder is it fair for me?
Should I take a gun and just kill myself?

Hook
I still hold on to myself, telling me it’s alright
Maybe one day I’ll wake up and this will all just be a dream

Chorus
Because life is not fair
It’s like living in a lair.
Everyone’s happy except me
I always take time to understand others
Instead, they don’t even make an effort to understand me
Although I tried so hard to get closer to you and will never stop trying
But I know I will always end up crying

Verse 2
Sometimes I cut myself to see how much it bleeds
It’s like Adrenaline
The pain is such a sudden rush for me
It’s fine because there’s no pain can even come close
To the pain which I feel in my soul
What’s in my soul?
The answer is you
It’s simple in theory but not my feelings.
Because when I feel sad, confuse, lonely
Everything reminds me of you
The reason I’m sad is because
I’m in love with you and you’re so blind to see it

Hook
I still hold on to myself, telling me it’s alright
I’m sad for you for not having me in your life



Chorus
Because life is not fair
It’s like living in a lair.
Everyone’s happy except me
I always take time to understand others
Instead, they don’t even make an effort to understand me
Although I tried so hard to get closer to you and will never stop trying
But I know I will always end up crying